Episode 38

This Is Her Home

"Rei."

I came into the living room carrying a tray.

"Mrs. Tono. I've brought you some tea."

I set two steaming teacups on the table. Apron still on. Sleeves still rolled up.

Her mother looked up at me squarely.

"You're the house manager, I take it. I'm sorry, but this is a family matter. Please don't interfere."

"Yes," I said with a nod.

"So allow me to confirm just one thing."

And then, casually, I took one step between Rei and her mother. I drew a line with where I stood.

I didn't look away. I didn't raise my voice. I just ended every sentence flat.

Usually, the way I talk is soft at the edges. "I suppose," "don't you think." That was gone.

"This is her home."

Her mother's eyebrows moved slightly.

"Her home, you say? It's a share house. A temporary place to live. Her real home is with us—"

"No."

I cut her off quietly, but clearly.

"A room someone rents of her own free will, paying her own rent, is that person's home. The law says so too. No one can take her away without the tenant's consent. Not even family."

"..."

"Your daughter is an adult who pays her own rent."

Her mother's mouth fell half open.

She tried to say something back, but the next words wouldn't come.

I went on. I didn't raise my voice. I didn't threaten. I just laid out the facts, one at a time.

"Mrs. Tono. You came all this way today because you're worried about your daughter."

"...Naturally."

"I believe that worry is real. You raised her for thirty-one years. I understand not wanting to let go."

Her mother's shoulders wavered, just slightly. She'd expected to be contradicted, and instead she'd been agreed with. That was the confusion of it.

"But."

I paused a beat.

"Worry and control are not the same thing."

"...!"

"'For your own good' is a convenient phrase. Whoever hears it can no longer argue back. But—"

I glanced at Rei, who sat with her head bowed.

"Look at her. In front of you, your daughter can't breathe."

Rei looked up with a start.

"Is this really for your daughter's good?"

Her mother didn't answer.

The clasp of the handbag she was clutching gave a small click.

"I only... I only want her to be properly happy..."

"I know."

My voice softened, just once.

"Your worry has been conveyed. Fully."

And then I ended it flat again.

"So—that's enough for today."

"..."

"What your daughter does is for your daughter to decide. Whether she goes back or stays is not for you to decide. That is her right now."

I bowed my head. Politely. But in a way that closed off any retreat.

"Would you please take your leave? You have a car waiting, I believe."

I hadn't struck anyone. I hadn't threatened anyone. I hadn't made anyone get down on her knees. I'd simply folded up the facts, the principles, and the boundary, one at a time.

It wasn't me who passed judgment. It was the law, and her own will. All I'd done was remind them that this was "her home."

Her mother was silent for a long time. Then, slowly, she stood.

"...Rei."

Her voice was much smaller than when she'd arrived.

"If you change your mind... call me."

"...Okay."

Rei nodded, in a voice so faint it nearly vanished.

Her mother looked at me once more. This time, they weren't appraising eyes. They were the eyes of someone looking at something she'd never seen before.

And without a word, she walked out the front door. Into the sound of the rain, a single sound of a car door closing was mixed.

The door closed.

I looked at that closed door for a while. Then I let the tension drain out of my shoulders.

"...Phew."

I let out a long breath.

It had been a long time since I'd shown that "face." And just from that, my palms had gone a little cold. I clenched my hands again so no one would notice.

Then, after half a breath, I turned around.

"...That was scary, wasn't it?"

My droopy eyes back to their usual look.

"Shall I make some hot milk tea? The sweet kind, with lots and lots of milk."

Rei was staring blankly.

She kept looking back and forth between the middle-aged man who, like someone else entirely, had just seen her mother out the front door, and the house manager in front of her with a slack face, talking about milk tea.

And then—

Her face crumpled.

"...Ah... ah..."

Covering her face with both hands, shoulders shaking, she cried, stifling her voice. Thirty-one years' worth of "I don't want to" she'd never been able to say came spilling out, as if a dam had burst.

I didn't say anything. I just stood in the kitchen and made the milk tea.

The tryptophan in milk helps people feel at ease. When you warm it, a gentle aroma rises along with the steam.

Warming milk beside someone who is crying. Sometimes just that works better than any words.

In the small pot, the honey-sweet smell of warmed milk rose as steam, bubble by bubble. It was the kind of smell that made your throat want to swallow all on its own.

And so I still hadn't noticed. That at some point, four pairs of eyes had appeared at the living room entrance, watching us.

Episode 38: This Is Her Home

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BEYOND THE STORY

What remains after the story.

Welcome-Home Meals at Nightlight is the story of an unassuming house manager's late-night meals, and the tired women who come home to them saying "I'm home."

Fuyuno Yui

Family, technology, and the things that slip through the space between them.
I write stories that leave you seeing the world a little differently once you've finished.